Tattoo

Well not only is it day 10 of no smoking at all but i decided to get a permanant tribute to my daughter on my wrist after much debate and searching for a decent place to get it done.

Im very proud of myself for not giving into temptation and just having a cigarette and perhaps with the christening so near its a good example to be setting my daughter about self control and such things and i will write it in her book :)

Finally my little sister was the one to find the perfect place by booking her own tattoo there so i tagged along to get mine done and found the staff to be very well trained and also very friendly so i have decided to get my next one done there too in a few months when i have some cash.

The finished product :

Out of the frying pan and into the fire.....

Well it seems i am doomed to either spend the rest of my life smoking and smelling like an ashtray and also putting my babys life at risk - or am i?

I started my champix tablets this week and i have to say the friend who suggested them should have his whatsits took off for lying to me lol - i havent felt this sick since i was pregnant which means the tablets are working but they have awful side effects like tiredness, headaches and nausea and he assured me it was easy ect ect.

And here was me thinking this was my ultimate solution to all my problems but alas its worse than morning sickness and i feel like im out of the frying pan into the fire but as long as it helps my little girl then it cant be all bad :)

I guess we shall have to see how i feel next week.

My life in a short way

I dont actually believe my life truly started until 18th september 2004 when i met craig at a friends party and i was immediately uninterested as he seemed to be a bit annoying trying to give me free drinks.

I was more annoyed at the end of the night when he didnt even ask for my number! s0 charging up to him and forcing mine on him and demanding an explanation i was told he thought i was out of his league :)

The funny and endearing thing about my husband is his inability to say the right thing all of the time lol i know most women would run a mile but i like that he is random and annoys the hell out of me.

When we had been going out a while he proposed it came as a shock as i never expected it and he even chose the ring himself which was beautiful even though it was pink :)
We moved in together and got ourselfes a little jack russel called Pippa and i started making arrangements for the wedding.

in the meantime we bought a house and began discussing which direction we wanted our lives to be going in and children, we both wanted children but were worried about financial obligations and if we were truly ready for a child.
When we got married in Feb of 2007 we decided to start trying for a child as we had a steady income and felt we were ready, as it was it took us 2 years and a misscarriage to actually have our little angel Jennifer Anne.



Then our lives finally had alot more meaning and i felt like i was seeing the world for the first time - through her eyes.



I went into labour on 9th november 2009 and 4 hours later my beautiful little girl appeared and i can honestly say i haven never seen anything so amazing in my life and i would even go as far as to say that the labour was enjoyable because it had this all at the end of it (also it wasnt as painful as i thought).


My life as of 4 moths give or take later and i can honestly say i am a very lucky woman ad i am very very happy :)




This year has been a ride and a half to say the least, i have gained a daughter, a sister, a father and a brother plus a gorgeous niece and nephew while also strengthening my relationship with my mum and sister jess and the rest of my family and i will never stop thanking my lucky starts that i have them all in my life. (Love you all loads xxx)

Bye for now

Natty